Thursday, May 31, 2007

THE TITLE IS: ANSWERING THE BIRD SONG

Robbin,
A squared off event horizon is just my way of saying all perception is reality distorted. I know that probably did nothing but confuse you more about what I meant but hey, Mar goes through this all the time just talking to me about anything. So feel lucky you can't have to try to understand me that much.

My job is my job. It is a means to my broader goals. I maybe here years or just for a short period. That's life but I'm taking this experience which you are right at this moment I get little fulfillment from in the ways I need from a job but I am taking what I am learning here and will craft that into my goals and reaches for later in life. Funny how we do stress ourselves mostly about things that are either not worth it or not anything we can control. My work ethic is simple. Try to do your job the best you can and always be moving forward advancing in the job world you find yourself in and also in the world of just learning new things. Crazy thing is I don't hate my job and trully the only things I do not like are things I mostly can not control like others work ethics.

Being there on that beach watching the women I love more than anything else standing there as the waves hit her and the moon light shinned down upon her presance was enough for that little bit of time, just enough to show me why life is worth living.

C.
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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

THE TITLE IS: LOST IN A WASTELAND

I've taken to drinking after work. Though Budweiser can barly be called drinking but the way things are going I think bloodletting maybe next to keep me from going all Hillbilly Billy on some people.

P.S.-Have you ever bought a soft drink at a fast food place and it take a few hours to drink it and it goes all flat, hot, and the taste begins to blend with the cup as the insides of the cup begin to disolve away? Oh, you throw it away before it gets to that point, well I am a soda junkie and that is not going to happen.....

C.
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Monday, May 28, 2007

THE TITLE IS: HARRY LOOKED LIKE A ROB LIEFIELD COSTUME DESIGN

After work yesterday we went to see Spiderman, which I enjoyed but the first movies were better I think. I really do not like the multipale bad guy movies when they do them in comic films and The Green Goblin customes still get up my geek boy. Updates are fine but the desgins just sucked and they should have just stayed with the original from the comics. Then they could have made Harry The Hobgoblin in this one. Plus Venmon is just way too cool not to be the main focus of a movie. Seeing how much they put into this one makes me think this will be the last one by this great director. I just hope when they coutinue this if even by a different cast and crew they coutinue the story. I don't want to see another fucking origin story.

After the movie Wave took us to the beach for night play in the water. I love you Wave,

C.
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Sunday, May 27, 2007

THE TITLE IS: TRY TO UNDERSTAND HE'S THE MAGIC MAN

Yesterday I got up at 5am to make sure the cleaned smocks were brought back to work in time for the shift that morning. I did not plan to work much on Saturday and did not but I did not leave for good reasons either. I had to leave around 9am to get home because I was feeling dizy and ill. I slept until around 5 when Wave got home and we went out for food and to cash my check. We ate at Friday's and then headed to Wal-Mart so I could cash my check. While there at the Satan's home turff we feed the beast by buying some discount DVD's. Wave picked up a doulbe pack which included a Joh Cusack movie for me and a Johnny movie for her, she loves Johnny but then again who doesn't? I picked up a triple pack which contained all three Jack Ryan movies and also for a fiver I got the Best Of He-Man....Ok,ok, off the floor and stop laughing. Onwards people, onwards. While in Wal-Mart we picked up some drink mix and beer and then off to the liquar store on the way home for the ice and best bits to go with the drinks to be created by Wave. The rest of the night was spent watching movies and spending time together.

I could not sleep and awoke this morning at 8am. And I of course being Brian C. Williams, being the son of Nadine and Herbert Williams, and the decedend of more than a few horse theives, I took the oppertunity and got things accomplished I needed to do. Yea, Who the fuck you dealing with here? I watched Pan's Labrynith(sp?)which I picked up last week and read some on a, Books Of Magic novel Wave picked up for me at the libuary. After eating at the Buffet where I stuffed myself full of shrimp once again until I felt sick I came into work where I find myself now as I type this up. I am only here for a few hours as a new employee learns her job. I will not speak of work any more than that because it just frustrates me and makes me angry and also I have been told that I almost always just talk about work. Probably why I'm also so on edge all the time. I need to correct that aspect of things and soon for my own health.

Good thoughts hoping Robbin is enjoying her time away from things. Everyone else just be good to each other or else the aliens will see how weak we are. And do you want the aliens to win? Well, do you?

C.
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Friday, May 25, 2007

THE TITLE IS: CAN'T LOSE, CAN'T WIN, CAN'T PLACE

Some times, you know, you just hate life....Just hate it.
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THE TITLE IS: CASTELLAN

My teacher Castellan please have understanding on this day of celebration,
My armor is drifting across this black out burning nation,
The constellations are arriving late for their own dinner party,
Hesitating waiting at the station I can see each one arrive,
These are the times we are alive,
These are the paths we are walking down,
Look through your own eyes,
Time for the jesters to make their stand on their own ground,

Dear God take back your words the unclean have pissed all over them,
If you hold a convent with this evil then you are no God of mine,
They are in the living room chatting and this is center field,
My cross is shaped like the kind of love that provides a shield,
And if being who I am is wrong then make the punishment fit the crime,

Mother Mercy welcome to the proceedings for this evening,
Introduce yourself as the joy you are and pass it around,
Meet the young man from the South he is full of believing,
Meet the soldier from the North who is full of sound,
But watch that little one with that little grin,
She will back you into a corner and have the sin walk straight up your legs in so many ways,
That’s the way we do things these days,

Goddess full circle is a squared off event horizon,
See Robin that there is some fucked up improvising,
Back to the point of the Prince who has his pen pointed right at the sun,
Paint it brother,
Paint it with every drop of joy, blood, and fun,
Goddess he is here and this is the time to stay,
This way,
This way,

©Brian C. Williams
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THE TITLE IS: WONDER IF MY PENCIL WOULD EXCITE ITS HARD DRIVE

I wrote a poem I was going to post here but my work computer is being retarded at the moment and my point of passion at the moment is a deep desire to throw it against a wall and laugh with great joy in my heart. Matter later I will post the poem or matter later I will be smiling.
C.
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007

THE TITLE IS: PUNCH DRUNK WHISTLING

In dreams I am standing by windows whistling a haunting song stretching like a cat from finishing my latest writing project. In dreams I look out that window which is the window to the home I share not just with the lady I love but with a few good friends. In these sort of dreams I smile a pearly white smile back to Wave as she wakes up pissed that I woke her up early on her day off with my constant typing on my laptop in the early hours of the morning. She smile back and calls me a bitch……..In reality I can not whistle, in reality the only thing that haunts me are my thoughts, in reality my latest writing projects are stalled by pay the rent jobs that take up most of my days, in reality my writer will never be good to my eyes, in reality I can not afford a home good enough for my love to sleep within and me not feel ashamed of were my failures have put me. In reality I have no teeth and at the moment in reality existence can kiss my ass. I need to eat, my hunger is overwhelming me right now. Right now I want to curl beside Wave tell her I love her over and over again and forget the world. Reality says your work phone is ringing, reality says the pain from your teeth is starting to take over your thoughts…Reality needs to take a vacation from me for a while before I punch it in the face…….

C.
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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

THE TITLE IS: NOW WHERE DOES HONEY COME FROM?

I want to have bees.
I want to have bees who are open to training.
I want to train bees to be attack bees.
I want bees who look good in WWII paratrooper outfits
I want bees.
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Thursday, May 17, 2007

THE TITLE IS: WHO'S THE MAN? am the man????

P.
I wrote that poem as few days ago about how messed up things are in our "Around here" place. You know the one with four walls and a lot of strapped down feet.

And to the person who did not leave a name but left a sad face. The poem was not really sad but a short spurt of anger at the industrail complex I am a part of.

C.
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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

THE TITLE IS: hype

They want to push me aside as they walk their roads to escaping lights,
These roads do not belong to you but I leave them behind,
This line is the way in which I have grown but do you care?
Do you see what I see?
Do you care?
Do you know me as I have lived my life?
The line has been crossed,
And I can longer care,

Now I understand it is not riches that I have not given onto you,
It is my soul and for that you will have to fight me within my Hell,
Do you honestly believe the hype that exists between us is real?
The kingdom is falling apart,
Camelot is a nation of lies,
The line has been crossed,

Do you know how the moon feels against my soul?
The line has been crossed,
Do you see?
The line has been crossed and you will fear my life,
This is all for you now world,
Do you not see?
Do you not see?
Do you see me as I fade away?

(C)brian c. williams
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

THE TITLE IS: WATCH OUT FOR THE QUITE ONES

I’m really reconsidering my views on random acts of hitting people on the head with cell phones; which is my sweat little way of saying I’m not a happy camper right now and it’s not the moons fault, it’s not the oceans fault, its not even George Bush’s fault…It’s human beings that have me in a state of very pissed off at the moment.

C.
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Monday, May 14, 2007

THE TITLE IS: I ONLY HAVE ENOUGH FOR ROBBIN AND MARLENA

Robbin, I think all cats should be named Schrodinger. Then again I don’t think people should dress cats in little outfits either. Giant aliens should come down and dress those people in funny outfits for payback. Well, I’ll have to see if our other newbie would steal my Jims before I expose them to the outside world again. He seems to be a snack manic. We all just love your Playboy collection. And you.

Marlena, Sorry the red tape bs is getting you down. Anytime you need help from my geek brain feel free to pick it!

C.
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Sunday, May 13, 2007

AND THE TITLE IS: BILLIE’S WEEKLY RANT AND RAMBLE, INSTALLMENT 2

SUNDAY! SUNDAY! SUNDAY! Why the FUCK! Am I here on a Sunday?

From Work Whining To Responses To Comments Left:

I like the sounds you make as I crawl into bed with you and how you never remember in the morning that we had thirty minute conversations before I go to sleep.

Geek Speak:

This is cool. Go check it out. And if you get the chance check out Scott Mccouds books. If you are a writer, philosopher, film maker, photographer, artist of any sort, or just someone who can think past the 10 o’clock news you should read this and this and this. The last being the link to the Mccloud family tour of North America. Scott is giving lectures with his whole family going along and I missed him when he was down in Florida but would very much like to hear him speak one day. If you go here you will find links to Winterviews. Video Interviews by the talented young ladies of the family. I have always wanted to do something like this and hope some day to get the chance. Not as in giving a lecture tour because who would want to hear me ramble but just travel the country meeting interesting and talented people.

This is a new page on The Digital Bits site. If you find yourself being a big DVD addict this might be a good daily DVD fix. Even more so if you can not afford most things you wish to buy like myself but at least you can window shop looking at the covers of the latest releases.

Free Stuff.

Back To Reality:

This might be a good research site. Just found it and will have to study it over later. Putting here so I don’t forget about it.

And In The News:

When Picasso Went Down to Georgia
Are you a artist, writer, or free minded person with opinions? Speak. We are losing ground and sometimes I think most do not care enough to say one word that could stop things if each of us said it-No!

Bush Seeks to Send $500M of Arms to Iraq
Meanwhile the Bush administration has announced plans to sell Iraq about a half-billion dollars of new arms. The sale will include about 400 million rounds of small-arms ammunition, 170,000 grenades, demolition explosives and other military gear.
Democracy NOW!
Ok. Sense when did people in Iraq need more weapons? If we are going to be there for a long haul because of The Administrations lack of backbone before and during the war then what needs to be fixed is a understructure of health, food, jobs, and every day life. I see this as a plan for the beginning of the withdrawal. The government is seeing that the American people want out and they will basically say, “Here’s some guns, go do your thing, we are outte.” Well, maybe they will not say outte and maybe I spelled outte incorrectly but you get my point don’t you?

Survey: More than 1/3 of U.S. Soldiers in Iraq Approve of Torture
A new Army survey has found that more than one-third of U.S. soldiers in Iraq said they believe torture should be allowed in some cases. In addition, about two-thirds of Marines and half the Army troops surveyed said they would not report a team member for mistreating a civilian or for destroying civilian property unnecessarily. The Army survey found that less than half of the soldiers polled believed that non-combatants should be treated with dignity and respect. And 10 percent of the troops said they had personally mistreated civilians in Iraq. Nearly 1800 troops took part in the survey. Acting Army Surgeon Maj. Gen. Gale Pollock characterized the report as positive news. He told reporters: “What it speaks to is the leadership that the military is providing, because they're not acting on those thoughts. They're not torturing the people.”
Democracy NOW!
Ok. So a high school kid in this country can have charges put against him for writing in a journal about committing acts of needless violence but we are not worried that soldiers think torture is ok?

Girth and Nudity, a Pictorial Mission
A talented well spoken man.

U.S. Blocks UN Visit to Texas Immigration Prison
The U.S. government has blocked a United Nations expert from visiting a jail in Texas where the U.S. is holding up to 400 immigrants including children and asylum seekers. The U.N. Special Rapporteur on the Human Rights of Migrants, Jorge Bustamante, is in the middle of a three-week fact-finding mission to examine how immigrants are being treated in the United States. Bustamante had planned on visiting the Hutto immigration facility in Taylor Texas today but his visit has been blocked by the Immigration and Customs Enforcement. Earlier this year, the American Civil Liberties Union filed a federal lawsuit on behalf of 12 children detained at the Hutto facility, charging that the children are subject to inhumane treatment.
Democracy NOW!
Remember on the news when this shit was always happening some place else? The U.N. was investigating others countries human right violations and the U.S. was always all, “You have to let them in for the good of these peoples lives.” ? ? ? Where do I live now?

FLOATING CANADIANS
Another reason to live in Canada. I can be light in my loafers and be just like everyone else.

Religious Groups Launch “New Sanctuary Movement” for Immigrants Facing Deportation
A coalition of religious groups has launched a campaign to offer sanctuary to immigrant families who risk being seperated under the threat of deportation. Members of the “New Sanctuary Movement” say they will open their churches, mosques and synagogues to shelter families facing deportation orders. At least six congregations in Los Angeles, New York, Seattle and San Diego will harbor one family each.
Democracy NOW!
That’s being all you can be.

Clearly, Frankly, Unabashedly Disabled
Am I wrong for thinking that is just one fucking hot picture?

CBS Fires Iraq General for Anti-War Ad
In media news, CBS has dismissed an Iraq war veteran over his involvement in an ad campaign criticizing the war. General John Batiste appears in an ad from the group VoteVets dot org. Batiste has been working as a CBS News consultant.
Democracy NOW!
That’s not good for ratings son.

Limbaugh Criticized for Racially-Charged Obama Song
The right-wing talk show host Rush Limbaugh is coming under criticism for airing a song about Democratic presidential hopeful Barack Obama called “Barack the Magic Negro.” The song has played on Limbaugh’s program in recent weeks. Obama was given Secret Service protection last week in part due to threatening messages posted on white supremacist Web sites.
Democracy NOW!
Limbaugh just pop some more pills and leave the rest of the world alone. Go ahead, I will give you a whole bottle. You should take them all at once, death works quicker that way.

THE CAT IN THE BOX
Robin. Next time we get together to drink we have to talk about this. Just good drinking material.

Amnesty: Native American Women 2.5X More Likely To Be Raped
A new report from Amnesty International has revealed that Native American women are more than two and a half times more likely to be raped or sexually assaulted than women in the United States in general. Studies show that one in three Native American women will be raped during their lifetime. Amnesty said many rape cases are never prosecuted because there is confusion regarding tribal and county jurisdiction. It is estimated that 86 percent of rapes against Native women are committed by non-Native men, but tribal councils have no jurisdiction over non-Native offenders even if the crime takes place on tribal lands.
Democracy NOW!
Some forms of warfare live on past all counts of bodies, battles, and bullets.

LOST MY HEAD
I’m sick. But I got a giggle from picturing someone trying to cut their own head off before I even read the write up about the incident.

SON, YOUR GLOWING
I knew I misplaced something.

NRA Backs Gun Rights for Terrorism Suspects
The National Rifle Association is publicly backing the rights of suspects on terrorism watch lists to be able to buy firearms. The NRA has asked the Bush administration to withdraw its support from a bill that would prohibit arm sales to suspected terrorists. NRA Director Chris Cox criticized the bill saying it "would allow arbitrary denial of Second Amendment rights based on mere "suspicions" of a terrorist threat."
Democracy NOW!
Does anyone else picture Moses standing beside Bin Laden?

I give you a good night with this.

Written at the pay the rent job,
C.

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Saturday, May 12, 2007

AND THE TITLE IS: WHO’S BETTER THAN CANON?!

My last thought last night when leaving work at around 1am was,
“At least I don’t have to worry about Robin stealing my Slim Jim’s”

My first thought when coming into work today was,
“Why aren’t more people like Robin because I’M READY TO THROW SOFT TOY DUCKS AT SOME OF THESE SLACK OFFS!”

Mar? Put that on our to do list. Clone Robin! The world needs more Robin’s.

My current thoughts at work are,
“Wonder if I went home, would anyone notice? Damn me for being responsible!”

From Work Whining To Responses To Comments Left:

Love you Mar. Just needed to say it and it sort of fitted here nice and neat on its own.

Geek Speak:

Went to a bookstore today. They had a three for two deal on all comic trade paper backs. I picked up this and this and this and thisoops, this and this and this and finally this. The last one being one I will be donating to the local library for their YA section because the library does not have it and I think it should. After my book buying we stopped of at a clothing store for Wave and then we stopped off and picked up some clearance cloths at our favorite clearance clothing place for both of us before heading back and myself, I headed straight into work so I did not get a chance to read any of my new stuff yet. It was either spend $60 bucks on some trades or I was going to blow $200+ on a iPod. I think my bank account, if I actually had one, won on my choice. And yes I understand that is just rationalizing. My brain, my sanity. I might write some reviews as I read these but probably wont so don‘t expect anything.

FinishedThe Hardcore Diaries last night. Not as good as Mick Foley’s first two books but I did not know he had written two novels also so I will have to see if I can find those somewhere to check them out.

Back To Reality:

I typed up the first chapter of the second book in the book series that I’m currently working on the first book of last night. Now if that is not confusing enough I already wrote the first three chapters of book five in the series. All being done because I have to get certain future things in line for some characters in book one to make sure it flows correctly to the other books. Maybe not the best way to do things but it is my madness to play with. Besides the first book will be sort of a world building story and the rest are stand alone stories but because they exist in the same world they effect each other. And then only the last five are truly a continued story. Also each book moves forward in time so things need to march ahead correctly or I will kill myself being the canon geek that I am.

I give you a good night with this. Two sexy ladies there.

Written at the pay the rent job,
C.

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Friday, May 11, 2007

THE TITLE IS: EATS END WEST SIDE VIEW BLOG AND WAIT A WHILE

.....Did you know it was Friday? Did you know a lot of people get off these days after Friday that they have nicknamed,weekend? Just wondering if I was the only one just finding out about this. Not that it implies to me in any sort of fashion.
C.
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Thursday, May 10, 2007

AND THE TITLE IS: COME DANCE ON MY SIDE OF THE STREETS LITTLE BIRDIE

When the boss is away his pet employees leave early…..SHIT! FUCK!....Blasted,............. Welcome to the chain gang Robbin.

From Work Whining To Responses To Comments Left:

If I could just get home early enough at night I would try my best to earn that fucking Doctor Who audio CD subscription. FUCKEY FUCK FUCK FUCKING DUCK SUCKING.....Pissed, I ran out of good UCK's....

Geek Speak:

Currently reading Hardcore Diaries. Mar picked it up for me at the library the other day. At the moment I’m listening to Reprieve by Ani Difranco, which I ripped to my MP3 player from Mar’s CD. See how there is a connection thing going on there. I think we maybe dating.

Back To Reality:

…Oh, God. Just fuck reality for now and move on….

I give you a good night with this by a great photographer but an even greater…showing my lack of skills there….writer.

Written at the pay the rent job,
C.

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Wednesday, May 9, 2007

THE TITLE IS: BEGGING WORKS!!!

...Not much of a post tonight. Have to get my work done so I can go home and earn my new Doctor Who book.........
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Tuesday, May 8, 2007

AND THE TITLE IS: BLUE, WHITE, RED, YELLOW, GREEN…PISSED OFF!

…Wack! Wack!! WACK!!! Thud! Goes my head against my desk…

From Work Whining To Responses To Geek Speak:

Need to see, Need to see, need to buy.

Back To Reality:

There is only one thing more frustrating than trying to please someone you love and just not having that extra bit of energy for them and that is not finding the time to work on something you are writing. This may just be hack writer boy speaking but lets continue anyways. Billie doesn’t mind. I work on this blog during little mini so called brakes at work but besides this quick, bad grammar, bad spelling, badly written piece of every day musings I hardly have time for my other larger cases of bad grammar, bad spelling, and badly written pieces of writing. This makes me walk around more grouchy and with a feeling of deep hunger.

And am I the only writer who goes to other writers sites and when they say I have such and such done or my word count is at this quantity or that quantity, Am I the only writer who wants to say Who Gives Fuck Sometimes? Even if said writer is very nice, someone you admire, or even someone you know goes through the same struggles that have you currently very frustrated? I think all writers are jealous of other writers in some ways. I think we all who call ourselves writers tend to think the others seem to have things much easier than ourselves when in fact they probably and more than likly go through all the same struggles and self writer hates and fear we all do. Sometimes I just feel like hitting select all and punching delete as a fuck you to the Muses but they would not care. Their probably off fucking writers like Warren Ellis or Grant Morrison and I only get side boob view for my blood, sweet, and tears. And don’t even get me started with Mr. Male Muse. Dude hasn’t put out in ages. Nothing but a jack fuck tease.

I give you a good night with this. Sort of fits my current mood.

Written at the pay the rent job,
C.

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Monday, May 7, 2007

THE TITLE IS: INSTRUMENTS OF PAIN. HUMANITY.

I’m beginning to think I live in a world or a world lives within me of non-consistent structure. The battle is either from what is outside of me or within me but either way it is there. The clues are there also to why this is the way things are. The little faults in logic. The little cracks in thinking. My mind is either becoming one of the most mixed up creations that this existence dominion has ever come across or I’m going stark barking mad. Those of you who know me, whisper to each other about the subject.
C.
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Sunday, May 6, 2007

AND THE TITLE IS: “WAIT! THERE IS A NUDE WOMAN IN THIS PLAYBOY.”

…zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz……………Z………………..

…barley made it into work this morning…zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz……..

From Work Whining To Responses To Comments Left:

…zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz………………ZZZ……………..

Geek Speak:

…zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz……………………………zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz….

Back To Reality:

…zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz………zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz……………………..

Myself and Wave went over and did the hanging out with good people thing with Robin Bird.

Hey, Robbin. You said you may stop by the blog so I just wanted to say thank you for inviting us over. We always like visiting. With all of our hectic schedules it is hard to find time to just be with friends; so, it was great getting to spend time with wine, conversation, and Playboys! Sorry if I ran my mouth too much. See what happens when you give me drinks. Next thing you know I’m seeing Pirates and putting Data into Christ like posses.

Robin is one of those rare people who come into your life who you get the pleasure to call friend. And you know what? It is not about what they do for you or anything of the like. Some friends, those who last past heated conversations, distance of time and well distance in distance apart, those friends enrich you life by being part of your life. They create good memories you walk around with, they deepen your steps through life. You do not need great relationships of love and friendship to live a fulfilling life I think but it sure does make life better for it. Our, Wave and myself, Our growing friendship with Robin is such as this, an enhancement to our lives.

As to Free Comic Book Day, Wave was not feeling well so she could not make a trip over to the local shop to pick me up some freebies, which was good since when I got home we just chilled and spent time together which we do not get the chance to do that often. Before heading out to Robbin Bird’s place I went and picked up Chinese for us as well as a Coke for dinner for Wave and a iced coffee for her later.

I’m falling asleep at the key board now so I give you a good day with this.


Written at the pay the rent job,
C.

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Saturday, May 5, 2007

MAYBE...

....Maybe I did tell Jesus to go fuck himself? Funny that.....
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THE TITLE IS: EASTER SITTING, ON A EASTER CROSS DRESSER

…I’m here at 9am on a Saturday….and some people who were suppose to show did not. How do you think work is?…..

From Work Whining To Responses To Comments Left:

Mar, How am I suppose to answer comments like that? And you can really make a guy want to leave work in one dash of a rush.

As to a e-mail from a reader, and thank you for visiting, who asked do I think I should be allowed to tell Jesus to go fuck himself? Well, I actually said fuck you to Jesus so it is a little different but in fact yes I do think I should be allowed. And in fact even if there was a law saying other wise I guess I would be one of the first to lose his head over something like that. I think when I die and if I meet him he would be way more pissed about how people like yourself treat others than something I wrote in a online blog which is read by about 100 people daily; which in the long run is like whispering something to your next door neighbor and them never repeating it. My religious beliefs and beliefs in general are mine and mine alone and I share what I wish of them but growing up in a family of preachers and being a preachers son who has read and studied the bible more than most who like to spat off at the mouth I will tell you I find love and comfort in those words even if I do not believe all of them as fact. Hell if I know how people like you get what you get from reading it? Hate is hate anyway you wish to decorate and paint it. But then again you stare at the tile floor long enough you can see any pattern you wish to see and if you lie to yourself enough you will believe the lie.

Geek Speak:

As Wave was dancing off into sleep last night I tried to plant a subliminal message for her to stop by the local comic book shop while I was at work for Free Comic Book Day and pick me up some stuff. I will have to see if it worked when I get home.

Back To Reality:

With a strong backtrack to change the beginning because new characters wished to be born I found myself now walking back through the short story adding more substance these new characters bring to the story. They couldn’t show up at the end, No! Just had to be at the beginning. Bastards.

I give you a good night with this.

Written at the pay the rent job,
C.

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Friday, May 4, 2007

THE TITLE IS: FREE COMIC BOOK DAY

"Tomorrow is Free Comic Book Day (Saturday, May 5th), which means comic stores across the country are giving away...wait for it...FREE COMICS! (Hoo Yay!) So take the day, bring a couple kids (nieces, nephews, friends, or of course your own) and let them come grab-bag all the FREE COMICS! All the books are approachable, all are good, and all are free. Plus, you can also help the local store by actually buying stuff. And if you don't know where a local comic store is, go here.

And don't forget, JLA 0 is one of the freebies", buy a few of those back issues while there is you like because I basically cut and pasted this from here which is the writers Myspace.
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AND THE TITLE IS: LETS PLAY HIT THE DUMBASS..SORT OF LIKE HITTING THE BARN

……my mother has always told me to watch my mouth or it may just get me into the preverbal hot water…Though at times I don’t care to listen to her……..At times I just gots to say what I just gots to say…at times I’m on the edge and enjoy it….

From Work Whining To Responses To Comments Left:

Yes, Mar as you know better than anyone. I am a geek! As for your second comment…..Damn!

Geek Speak:

And speaking of my geekdom. Here is a Doctor Who taste. Donate people. As someone who could never do without hearing because of my great love for music and sound or do without any of my senses I have no idea how strong people are to live life without one of those things most of us take for granted daily.

Back To Reality:

The short story is playing weeble wobble I won’t fall down with my brain right now because it keeps feeding me with things it needs. And look out here comes back the book for attention.

Sometimes when I’m working on a story I find myself speaking conversation between the characters in moments of mediation. Mostly I do the mediation thing in moments of trying not to show people just how deadly an cell phone could be if hurled in their direction. This conversation of characters or as some may say, He’s talking to himself, helps me get into the heads of the characters. Hardly any of this improv of dialogue gets into the actual stories but it helps me when writing these characters and when I put them into certain situations to see how they would react. The following was a conversation that went on in my head with two of the characters from the short story I’m currently working on when I was taking a break from thoughts of boldly injuring someone,

‘There are those who argue God has destined for the planet to die around us.’
‘And there are those who would argue the best food is Big Mac’s.’
‘How does that fit?’
‘I don’t know but you mentioned religion and I only have two choices. Get some comfort food to take my mind away or find the nearest Southern Baptist church and pay a team of rent a strippers to crash the Sunday morning service.’
‘They have rent a strippers?’
‘No but this is my rant. Go away into your own mycosis.’
‘Your weird. And mycosis does not fit either.’
©brian c. Williams
SYSTEM*PRODUCTIONS


I sort of like that. I might put it in?

I give you a good night with this. A friend of Mar’s and The Queen should like that. But me? I still like my steaks a little red so I can see it was once a living thing....wait, that doesn't fit.....

Written at the pay the rent job,
C.

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Thursday, May 3, 2007

THE TITLE IS: YOUR CROSS IS YOUR SWASTIKA OF LOVE

Hate Crimes
Our nation is one of the most two faced, racist, prejudiced, anti-anything but Christian and anything that hurts your white ass wallets. It is about time this country woke up to what it is. Not a land of free for all but a land of free for the preverbal "Us" You want to say something like this would go against you preaching hate? YOUR FUCKING SAVIOR SPEAKS AGAINST THAT! You want us to dance around like trained monkeys in your cages. Watch viewers safely behind your bars because if the monkey gets out your throats are ours.

Oh, and p.s.-If your Jesus or in the case of a lot of rednecks Your Bush thinks being gay or protecting gays from hateful attacks is against the foundation of this country. Then let me wrap a flag around a cross and burn it because until you have loved ones treated like subhumans for no other reason than who they love Mr. Jesus, Mr. Bush, Go fuck yourselves.

C.
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AND THE TITLE IS: THE BILLIE RANT SHOW FOR THE WEEK OF 5/1/07

Work…busy….tired……need nap….need beer…….need hug…………...need…………………

From Work Whining To Responses To Comments Left:

Thanks to Mar and P who have left comments of late. And thanks also to all who visit. Work has been Hell of late but see above for that. I have not been a good blogger or writer with all the stress of everything else in my life.

Geek Speak:

I have been reading about the big Marvel event Civil War the whole time it was coming out in monthly installments and yesterday I picked up the first two trades. I have to say I really like what they are doing here. I think if a lot of the negative people who are negative no matter what the publishers and creators do would just chill and look around they would find that Marvel, DC, and many other publishers are doing some interesting and creative work. I think in today’s comic market you can find something no matter what your tastes are. Oh, and I think the characterizations of Iron Man and Captain America where spot on no matter what the internet critics say. Tony Stark is an ass and always has been and Captain America is a man of action and sometimes you may be really strong in your beliefs and your beliefs maybe even correct but not based in reality.

And though I only buy trades and not monthly comics, that only has turned into an butBuffy. The new Buffy comic which is in canon and continues after the last season has me hooked. I picked up the 2nd issue and could not even wait to read it when I got home. I read it at work during a break. Already loving this series beyond words and the writers Joss Whedon has lined up for it I think will keep me buying until it ends. Dam you Joss Whedon, pulled me back into the monthly fold.

I put in links to Amazon for information but always remember to support local comic shops and bookstores. Even if they are big chain stores those are your neighbors and loved ones who work there.

Here is the full trailer for Fantastic Four: The Rise Of The Silver Surfer. Since I actually enjoyed the first movie while most did not it seems this one looks a hundred times better and has me pumped. I’ve always liked The FF more than Spidey so even though I enjoy the Spiderman movies and will see the new one, I’m more excited about this movie and the Iron Man film in development. Speaking of which. With the cast they have for this I think it will be a good movie.

Oh, and since last I blogged more than a few sentences they announced Season Three of Doctor Who would be on Sci-Fi Channel starting in July. Though, I wish they would do more promotion and stuff with the series and happy it is back on Sci-Fi. I think it would be a bigger hit in the US if they did a little more for it but that’s America for you. Promote shit as long as it was made here but something from any other country barley gets a mention outside a few commercials.

Back To Reality:

The short story has grown just a tad bit so I’m giving it a little extra attention for the 1st Draft. I really like how it is turning out. In a much more positive mood about me writing right now so lets now let that slip is what I keep saying to myself.

The book will re-enter my life this weekend.
Welcome back friend.
Now lets kick some ass.

And In The News:

I found this the other day. I could spend hours here. I wanted to start the news section with something light because it does not continue that way.

Spears Comeback
Ok, people if I’m feeling a little bad for her everyone should lighten up on her. Who hasn’t went through this sort of shit and not flaked out a little. Move on. And let her move on. She will be making crappy music and selling products to all of you sheep in no time.

Someone tell me why this is the best site Sports Illustrated can give the WNBA? That my friends is complete bullshit.

Oklahoma Lawmakers OK Bill to Outlaw Aiding Undocumented Immigrants
Lawmakers in Oklahoma have sent the state's governor a bill that has been described as one of the most sweeping anti-immigrant laws in the country. The bill would make it a felony in Oklahoma for anyone to harbor or transport people they know to be undocumented immigrants. Violators of the law could be punished by up to a year in jail. Critics of the bill say it could result in the jailing of medical staff and religious workers who offer aid to undocumented immigrants.
Democracy NOW!
How come every day this country starts to look more and more like a lot of the sci-fi books I have read?

Babies Go Home
Yea, but most US children could not find their home town on a map, more less there way home. Fish are smart little buggers. Though mine isn’t on most maps. My home town that is. It’s right beside Big Stone Gap by the way if anyone is interested in the place. I never have been.

Book Removed
Found this link on Neil Gaiman’s blog. It amazes me how a country who claims to be so open and claims you have so much freedom within and claims to be about making a better life for people are so two faced when faced with something they just don’t agree with.

Satan On The Border
Also from Neil Gaiman’s blog and I just sit here shaking my head.

I give you a good night with a bow and toothless grin with this.

Written at the pay the rent job,
C.

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Tuesday, May 1, 2007

THE TITLE IS: WORK IS NOT PLAY WHEN YOU HAVE BRAIN CELLS STILL GRAY

....there is a certain masturbatory ritual feeling to coming to work day after day after day after day after day and it not being actually bad but not actually great either……

...turning into the one sentence blogger.…….

Wait, two…

w..Three…

Are any of these sentences?…

I’m gone,
C.
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