THE TITLE IS: RED SICKNESS....AND NOTHING TO DO WITH TIDE

Remember when I said I was not sick anymore?...I guess I lied because I woke up in the middle of the night with a very painful stomach ach. Now I'm sitting watching Red Dwarf on DVD barrowed from the library, sweeting like mad, and just generally pissed off because it seems like all I am of late is sick. I need a wide rimmed look at why this Ted tested flay flying accentric life has it in for me.

C.

(c)brian c. williams
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THE TITLE IS: RED SICKNESS....AND NOTHING TO DO WITH TIDE

THE TITLE IS: BIRTHDAYS AND OH, YEA THAT CHRIST-MAS THINGEE

My birthday cake made for me by people who love me. Other wise I'm over my holidays sickness but all the laying around has my back out again. Fucking can't catch a break!

C.

(c)brian c. williams
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THE TITLE IS: BIRTHDAYS AND OH, YEA THAT CHRIST-MAS THINGEE

THE TITLE IS: GO SOUTH

Watching a MI-5 DVD marathon tonight as some kind of fucking bell is ringing out across the apartment complex and has been doing so since Sunday. I'm sick, I'm tired, I'm feeling a urge to write a political story which must mean I'm really sick.

Earlier tonight I spent time at B&N reading trades of comics because I don't have the money to really buy anything right now. Need to do some writing because I have not for the past week or so. Dam, here comes that political story....LORD HELP ME...ok, so I told you to piss off once, Do you hold a grudge?...What ever........

C.

(c)brian c. williams
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THE TITLE IS: GO SOUTH

THE TITLE IS: PLAYING TIN

I'm working with some talented people to set up some things for a full website launch for The Tin Universe and Stereo. I'm trying to get as many special things for the site launch ready and that's why I'm not anncouncing a website launch date. I wish to at least have this be a pretty good creative site off the bat. I released the book early just to get it out there but in the next few months I plan to play pimp for it big time.

I'm pretty sick right now and should be working on book two in the series or other writing but I'm handling a lot of family issues right now also. What is about this time of year that makes my life go choas all at once?

C.

(c)brian c. williams
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THE TITLE IS: PLAYING TIN

THE TITLE IS:BE BACK IN A MINUTE

...living at a very emotionally drained state right now. Too tired for almost anything expect just living. And there is nothing worse for me than just living.

Remember not knowing who you are is no excuse for not being who you are,
C.

(c)brian c. williams
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THE TITLE IS:BE BACK IN A MINUTE

THE TITLE IS: UNDERSTANDING

During the past few days I have been thinking a lot about what friendships mean to me. One of the things I think is most important to a friendship is understanding. How can you love someone without understanding them? How can you be there for someone when they may need you if you do not understand them? How can you cry for someone unless you understand them? Now we as human beings can not ever fully know each other completly but understanding has nothing to do with completness(sp?) or knowing. Understanding is something else because knowing and completness(sp?) is about self to the other. Understanding is putting yourself in the shoes of the other who you love. It's not a seperate action its an action of one.

I love my friends. My Soul Friends are my family. I try my best to understand them. I'm in a mood I get in from time to time when I need to say I love you to my friends. Some read this blog, most probably do not even know about it. But still understanding is also about reaching out.

Brave Summers, Oracle, July, Mo, Shortfrie, Alia Sun, Robin Bird, Wave, Des, Calm, Ghost, Speede, and Tankgirl. I love each one of you and my love in trying to understand you is my fight for you and I will fight for those I love until my dying breath.

Remember not knowing who you are is not excuse for not being who you are,
C.

(c)brian c. williams
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THE TITLE IS: UNDERSTANDING

THE TITLE IS: OFF EATING A SAND WORM

Spent most of today writing and watching DVD's. When Wave got home we went out for KFC and to Target for the new Harry Potter movie on DVD. I started also re-reading DUNE and have been on a DUNE kick of late watching the mini-series and movie and now re-reading the first book. I have never read the second book in the series and almost bought it yesterday at the used book store we visited. They had it for $2.50 so I might go back for it after finishing DUNE.

Did I ever mention how much I hate the holidays? Well, I thought I would end this by mentioning that once again.

C.
(c)brian c. williams
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THE TITLE IS: OFF EATING A SAND WORM

THE TITLE IS: BACK IN THE OLD MECC DAYS

I had a great day yesterday with Wave. Just spending time together and being out away from our apartment which I sometimes believe homes can be one of the most depressing places to be when doing through rough patchs. Of late we really haven't had the money for doing that much but we went to a used book store, had hotdogs at our favorite local joint, and went to a library. I love spending time with the person I love.

Last night I received an email from a old friend who I had not heard from in years. I had looked for her online for a couple years but last week I found a email address to someone that could be her. After sitting for a while afraid to send her a email in thinking that maybe no one from that time in my life would wish to talk to me again. I distanced and cut myself off from a lot of people who I loved to get my head straight. Doing so took a while and I did not know if anyone wished to coutinue to be friends with me even though I still considered all of them loved ones to my soul. Soul Friends as I put it. A few people from that time have made it clear that they no longer wish to speak with me, which I understand, so I was scared this would be the case with my friend who I nicknamed Alia Sun. But after sending a email to the addy I found I got back a response. A response that made my soul tingle. One of the few things that have happen to me of late that has made me smile.

Checked out DVD's of, All Creatures Great And Small, and The Tomorrow People. Letting those spell noise and visuals as I write the next book in the Tin Universe. Oh, and to pimp myself, remember the link above where you can order the first book which introduces the Tin Universe, STEREO.

Remember not knowing who you are is no excuse for not being who you are,
C.

(c)brian c. williams
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THE TITLE IS: BACK IN THE OLD MECC DAYS

THE TITLE IS: THE T.T.T.

Last night was the Pagan Tree Trimming Travesty. Fun with friend, drinks, and drunken touching by all.


And so the drinking, tree trimming, and drinking begins.


Tim builds the foundation of a tree. The ladies are off drinking and I'm the one with the really good Chucks.


My ultra fab shoes.

Remember not knowing who you are is no excuse for not being who you are,
C.
(c)brian c. williams
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THE TITLE IS: THE T.T.T.

My First Book Is Done....and only $4.00

If anyone is interested you can buy my first book for $4.00 in the form of an ebook at this addy: Stereo


Any also you can get merch for the project and my blog at the below addy's:
blog merch
Stereo merch

My First Book Is Done....and only $4.00

THE TITLE IS: FADING WRATH

I shave back one of my faces,
Pealing away the skin,
I look into the mirror,
The sin,
Why does this have to be me?

Why do I awake to my own face?
My uniform is inside my head,
Just when you thought you had it all figured out,
The badges of courage are just dead,
The singing sounds are like an Angels pain,
Beatiful and full of blame,
Things tic tock and bleed down a lonely road,
We fight until we can bare no more,
And that is the carrying of our daily load,
That is the price we pay,

All the things dancing around within each eye,
Come here really quick and I will tell you a old lie,
Shout back and say its all just gone,
These days I know how to cry,
But I also know how to touch each moment which is no more,

The singing does not go away,
The pain has not just had its day,
Letting go is not the answer,
The scars will not fade away,
Covering them up is not the answer,

I embrace the mothers and fathers,
I embrace the ways of others,
Waiting for their moment,
Waiting for their chance,
We all are waiting,


(c)brian c. williams
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THE TITLE IS: FADING WRATH

THE TITLE IS: FRIDGES ENOUGH FOR ME

I'm make this short since I'm not feeling that well today.

After a interesting night of being sick and others being sick, Someone casting down some nasty stuff on some Christmas decorations, and me spending the early morning hours watching a, As Time Goes On, marathon with the two sets I have three other sets on leave from the library.

Then I spent the rest of the morning and early day watching, That 70's Show, on DVD with Robin and I am slowly making it through the tons of stacks of notebooks of stories, moving them over onto the computer.

During the day I went over to the complex offices and got a copy of our lease and also told them about our leaking refrigrator. They came over to look at it and said they needed to replace it. They did so. And now we have a new one but I got in trouble for throwing away some things that were not spoiled yet. Hey, I can't be left alone I guess.

Then when Mar got home we went out for Sonic, I almost throw Robin through a wall when I was trying to hit the bed with her, and surfed the net for a bit.

That was my day. Loads of the high adrenline life style I live.

Remember not knowing who you are is no excuse for not being who you are,
C.

THE TITLE IS: FRIDGES ENOUGH FOR ME